I’m at a crossroads in my life….
I am a little scared and confused….pondering the question….what to do??
I love photography….It’s what I want to do…what I want to concentrate in…where all my efforts should lie. I no longer have a steady source of income. It was taken from me and although I was emotionally detached, I was not financially prepared. See, I have been looking for another source of steady income with no success. So now I wonder…shall I take the opportunity that has been placed in front of me to full force combat?? Or should I play it safe and go back to the workforce and continue on the slow and steady path???
Am I good?? Will people want my services?? What if I fail?? What separates me from the hundreds upon hundreds of other photographers out there?? OMGosh!! Where do I even begin to start a business?!!! what if I miss something??!! Questions running through…Super restless…
Although, I’m smart enough to not have a ton of debt (cash is my best friend!!), still, I need to keep a roof over my head. I try to only depend on myself as I have for so long and I don’t want to burden my loved ones with the task of bailing me out. It’s time to be an adult. Time to put up or shut up…clock is tickin’….counting down to the time where I am going to determine whether I am going jump in the pool or just dip my toe….